| im bored....can't you tell! ?! ?!?!? ! |
[Aug. 3rd, 2005|02:09 am] |
You, actually, dont sleep. There are just too many
things for you to do and see! Why spend half
your life lying in bed instead of enjoying
everything life has to offer?! Its not that
you are ridiculously hyper (usually), you just
have a far greater appreciation for life than
most people. Chances are youre very optimistic
and probably a little bit random sometimes, but
people love you for your happiness. Keep
smiling! Make someone's day! ^_^
How do you Sleep? (Anime Pics)
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You're the innocent girl next door. You are
friendly, cheerful, kind, and happy. You like
to spread your happiness around making people
feel warm and joyous. To do this you like to
bake cookie and muffins while giving kind
compliments. Plus you actually give apples to
your teachers. You're pure and innocent and
most likely haven't broken many rules. Everyone
loves you. How can they not?
What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Cocktail
?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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The Goddess of Roses and Love. You are a hopeless
romantic. Always optimistic and loving, you
have many friends and you are exceptionally
trustworthy. You are a innocent beauty.
Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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7 Types of Intelligence - Which is yours?
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michicko
Which Japanese name suits you right? (5 outcomes and cute anime pictures)GIRLS ONLY
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People see love behind in eyes. You either love
everyone around you ooor...somebody's in
loooove, no? Seriously, though... You seem to
have a lot of love in your heart right now.
You're singing songs and picking flowers...or
at least you feel like doing so. And we can't
forget floating on air, right? Well, don't let
anyone ruin that for you, and if things don't
turn out...don't worry over it. There are worse
things, and you know it.
What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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Ok you are a romantic anime girl and you love and
care for a lot of people.There is no evil in
you soul or your heart.Though sometimes people
don't feel the same way as you do you keep on
trying to change their mind.You love to help
people out and you are always happy.Keep on
trying to make the whole world smile because
you know smiles are contagious ^_^.Oh and if it
seems like there is nobody who could love you
as much as you could love them it doesn't
matter the thing is that the only thing that
matters is that he cares and loves you and it
doesn't matter how much well maybe it does but
don't set you standards to high cuz then you'll
find nobody
If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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[Aug. 3rd, 2005|01:49 am] |
 | You scored as Charlotte York. Your Charlotte York! You dream of the Cinderlla ending, in a package deal with Prince Charming. You've have your ups & downs with men, but you haven't lost hope yet, hes out there. Your stronger than most people think, and your always there for your friends, even when your a wreck. You tend to get a little materilistic, but that doesn't stop you from being one of the most down to earth people.
Charlotte York | | 67% | Carrie Bradshaw | | 60% | Miranda Hobbs | | 53% | Samantha Jones | | 40% | </td>
Which of the 4 Sex & the City Gals are YOU?
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[Aug. 1st, 2005|01:46 am] |
I recently have been thinking alot about myself and about life.
A few months ago, even weeks and days ago....I didn't even care anymore. I didn't care about life at all.
Everything was going wrong and I ddin't even want to help myself- or make things better, which is the total opposite of who I really am!
I strive to be happy and help others, it's in my caring nature.
SO digging deep inside of myself---I realized that I AM THE ONLY ONE, who knows the answer to my depression and sadness. I hold the key to my future and to the NOW, that is going on!
I realized living in the past and in the future is no good. But to live in the NOW is what we all should live for.
So I STOPPED worrying about what will happen next, or what has happened---for when I do that- I lose track of my life.
IM FINALLY LIVING IN THE NOW. IN THIS DAY---WHATEVER IS THROWN AT ME, I WILL DEAL WITH IT HERE AND NOW, NOT THEN NOT LATER.
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tODAY WAS A GOOD DAY----i went to church and finally tuned into everything that was said- and I understood.
Recently I was hired to teach 7th grade in out PSR classes (Parish School of Religion) for St. Elizabeth's where I attend mass. Ofcourse I know this is going to be a challenege---but I AM SO READY FOR IT---and I need it! I do believe I can DO IT and do it soo WELL!
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HAHA my parents came home today with a BRAND NEW 2005 FORD WINSTAR IN CHEERY RED
This VAN is sooooooooo BEAUTIFUL! juts let me tell you!
And my mom sooo DESERVES this. She has been through so much with this cancer just thrown upon her!
She goes to the doctor in a week, I am hoping and praying for the best outcome!
My mom is soo strong, she is my best friend....and without her I would be lost for a while!
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My dad and I ARE improving. FINALLY! after 16 years.....
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After my last relationship, I was so overwhelmed and stressed. I felt like my world had crashed. I was soo in love, and he cheated on me! who does that?
I thought I would never find n e one else....who could mend my broken heart....
....I had gone on many dates, with many different ppl. but no one interested me.
Its like, if they cant get my attention in the first 30 minutes---the rest of the date sucks---because I KNOW we won't work. I know that sounds odd, but I can sense when something is right!
So, I met a guy named MIKE! and although he seems to be the complete opposite of what I would ever consider to be boyfriend material----he caught my attention like no body else. we talk for hours. and I never get bored of him. We can be dorks around eachother and laugh about the stupidest things---and its GREAT!
I hope this works.......I need this kind of relationship in my life right now! Where I can just be me!
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After I had a miscarriage, I was so dead inside. I felt empty and lost...but somehow he has replaced that part of me----he has filled me with gidiness and bubliness. I get butterflies, and feel like im on the right track!
THANK YOU LORD!
I guess thats about it! I got it all out---and I feel so much better!
<3 Clarissa |
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|03:50 am] |
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I have yet to write in my live journal for the longest time.
It may be that I consume myself with other indulgences rather than the simplicity of sitting down and taking time to express how I feel.
As somehow I seem to mask away the pain and anguish I have within myself.
Life for me has been a rollercoaster. Many things have happened to me and will continually happen till the day that I die. Sometimes I feel as if I am lost....and trying to find my way back to a place I can no longer call home. Sometimes the terror and pain haunt me inside. Other times....I pay no attention to these thoughts and feelings.
And when I pay no attention to these specific things---my body gets weak, my soul begins to deteriorate and I feel as if my purpose is gone.
There, however is always much love around me and friends to care for me during these times, in which I don't believe they fully can understand me....thus, I have come to the conclusion that I need time to be alone...by myself---with no outside distractions....and write....write about my day, about my feelings- and deal with them step by step.
I have also realized, that somehow I have drifted from a few people who are distant yet feel so close to me. So I would like to say Im sorry....and I will try to keep in touch with you!
On a better note, I have gotten a few tattoos in which represent a part of who I am.....my most recent one being today---I got a cancer ribbon on my foot with my mothers name....it's beautiful and I will always remember her strength and wisdom....she is now in remission...although they say her time left is maximum 5 years....this being something hard to grasp. I decided to put down in art what she means to me.
I also recently started my lower back piece, which takes up my lower back and butt area. to diving sparrows...one oevil and one good...in the middle a cross with roses on the bottom and blooming into the top. Then also stars to remember those in which have died in my life. I will always remember you William Frederick Broschk and Sarah Ann Forsmark....you are forever in my heart.
SO---to end on a good note.....I look forward to tommorrow. I have a double date wiht my best friend....which is ironic, because the guy im going out with is bringing his best friend...I hope mia likes bill....because Andy is a very sweet guy.
For now that is it I believe.....
.....Until the nest time
When one door closes another one opens...
...bringing a whole new chapter of chances and opportunities
Love,
Clare
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| haha im sick and bored |
[May. 13th, 2005|12:37 pm] |
Your #1 Match: ENFP
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The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. |
Your #2 Match: ENTP
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The Visionary
You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.
You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor. |
Your #3 Match: ENFJ
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The Giver
You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.
You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist. |
Your Stripper Name is: Rain
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Your Porn Star Name is: Busty de Lusty
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American Cities That Best Fit You:
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70% Miami |
65% Austin |
60% Atlanta |
55% San Diego |
50% Honolulu |
Your Seduction Style: The Charmer |
You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them! |
You Are 22 Years Old |
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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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You Are a Golden Retriever Puppy |
Tolerant, fun-loving, and patient.
You are eager to please - and attached to your frisbee.
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| It's mothers day.... |
[May. 8th, 2005|04:15 pm] |
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HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL THE MOTHERS OUT THERE!
Mom---you are the most important person in my life, and without you I would be lost! You are not only the strongest women in my life, but the most courageous one I have ever seen! You going through cancer and kemo has changed everything, but has not changed the way I feel about you. I love you and support you through everything....good and bad. I will for the rest of my days....HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
To all my second mama's out there.....Mrs. Betor, Mrs. Cassell, Aunt Jeanine---I LOVE YOU ALL! |
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| quiz time! |
[May. 7th, 2005|06:10 pm] |
Your Linguistic Profile:
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50% General American English |
20% Yankee |
15% Dixie |
15% Upper Midwestern |
0% Midwestern |
Your Japanese Name Is... |
Momoko Asukai
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
Your Birthdate: December 14 |
With a birthday on the 14th of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.
You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas, and you are also very good at organization and systematizing.
You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.
You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.
Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.
A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine, and rebel against it.
You have a tendency to shirk responsibility. |
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| ehhhh.... |
[May. 7th, 2005|05:59 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | "Don't Break My Heart Again" Jenny O | ] |
my tum tum is getting bigger.
It's so weird having something grow inside of you!
Kinda freaky in a way, though!
LOL
Today I'm going out with my brother, Louie....Sister in law, Sharon...and mom and dad, for mothers day/we're going to tony k's!
mmmm food sounds sooooo good right now!
later on, im promoting at BW for Hardcore Marketing and Victory records. Brigth eyes is coming--we get VIP back stage, as always. I can not wait to meet Conor Oberst! he's awesome, and definately hawt!
I guess thats about it, oh yah! i got my hair cut, if n e one cared. it is sweet. good summer look. next thing is to get rid of this blond. ugh....that might take a few times.
hahaha. oh well, later tonight=out with the girls---ash and mimi WoOhOo. always fun and memorable! |
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[May. 7th, 2005|12:17 am] |
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| | ::Tamika:: "I am strong" | ] |
I think I am going to dye my hair brown. or maybe put lowlights in my hair. I hate this long beach blond thing. It was good in the summer, but im over it now! lol...
I turned in my Teaching portfolio! SUPER CRAZY!
I did really awesome though, I hope I do good.
I am so over finals!
NO MORE---- |
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[May. 3rd, 2005|04:44 pm] |
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| | "The Rose" Bette Midler | ] |
Iam so stressed. My teaching portfolio is due in 3 days...its my final. and im freakin out. i am no longer going out with tim.
guys suck!
everything else though-seems to be pretty good! |
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